never here

there's a space

where loves footprints once took pace

sped up the beat of time

placed a hitched moans shiver down my spine

pitter patter rain drops down the drain

twisting ache

silent scream

wizen soul came back to me

nostril flair

distant eyes stare

I push away knowledge

I care

self tell "Its for my best"

breath long

silence sing its song

its song is for me

breath I once wished to share

abandoned here on this rugged beach

moved a gossamer shell

debris

I am detritus on this shore

loves lick tattooed me

the wind races through my mind

eb and flow

eb and flow

beating thoughts

tempo mind

of an imaginary nature

empty hands that wont let go

too naïve

immature

I admit, embrace it

strength to detach

my rose adorned cottage

in need of re-hatch

let it be without roof I say

let the elements touch my skin

now your hands are gone

I look within me for own love

it was never here

stay gone