we go on

I thought of you

knew you would like it

concerned that the walk too much

you were with me

as you have given me gifts

to appreciate how I look at the world

to take my time

to go off randomly

im less self conscious about it all

less secret about my passions for nature

you gave that to me

and I thank you

between you and Alfie

my day was full of others

and I was glad

and thankful

and beyond the pain

I was in acceptance

and I was so happy to know

I was strong enough to let you go

for another year

day

and I wont wait

ill put it all in the universes hands

I will love you with the same heart

but without any attachment

let you walk your own walk

and once again we are side by side

no leader

no runner up

I feel ok today

yesterday

well

its ok

my journey has its ups and downs

today was an example

big haul up

careful decent

but I wanted you with me

in this beech wood

I wanted to watch you

your excitement

but I got to feel my own

and that's no lesser thing

in the end

a truth I know

we get what we need

not what we want

and we go on