I no longer need an image
to prompt me to write
no, I need nothing
to be in full flight
and I see myself projected
and all the things I hid from
are there, right there in full beam head lights
I refuse to turn away
I sit here rooted
and this is what I find I say
I don't need to pay
I don't mind who I am
I don't mind hearing my heart
don't mind what it has to say
don't mind im a fool
don't mind im naive
honest
romantic
thoughtfully apologetic
self responsible
carry my faults
open to them
admit them
try hard to improve
never commit to them
that the strength I have
is a strength of humour
the never get me down
no matter the glower gloomier
the belly laugh hard
the awkward charm
the willing to dance
captivated by beautiful trance
that im super nice
honest times the thrice
that hard for the hiders
open hands
open heart
smile at the world
the feeler
the want to believer
the wishing on a star
the wanting to believe they all are
who they say they are
the walk in the truth
the bloggers babe ruth
the moment grabber
the sharpen the knife
lifes too short
stab
the dust myself off
the blank book
the lowest shelf
the bluest of Delpht
the child
the woman
the never force another
the thankful mother
and im glad
so happy
that all I am is mine
and mine is all for me
and I don't want a pint size pot of pity from a soul
make me laugh
pretence is for actors
something that is or the audience
fictional detractors
I am the happy fool
yes
let me love this role that I begot
and love this soul
that's forever too big
too intense
for something as shallow
as a poor pint pot
dallie you
dallie me
on my knees
shackles removed
and the laughter
rises
and
ha
I run a million miles an hour
processing
processing
I am from the future
let them all stay in the past
eat there pasture
water there grass
round the universe I go
stronger than strong
while the victims
paint there sorry tales
enable
enable
turn the table
enable
enable
soothe your soul
enable
enable
is a dirty game to play
I burn the cards
refuse to play
rather
dance on the table
write my own fable
from experience of life
not from a myriad of others experiences
I am strong
cos this is real
experience is my enabler
strength
is
my
smile
when your lie is so strong
you believe it yourself
better break that plate
wake yourself up
paint the blue Delpht
wake up wonderer
wake up
slap
hum
repeat
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